FREE THE TRUTH, FUCK THE LIES

Twist This.

2011-04-15T10:40:00.000-07:00

Channel 4's twist my words is currently providing the UK with some damn right interestin material. You can pick any word from the pre defined list and string together some majorly humurous one liners. It's generally very censored and light hearted due to obvious reasons one being they want to air the best ones on the box. But there are ways around that! Check this mad example it's "legendary". Ha ha!!

Mad Marble Hungry Hornets

2011-04-07T14:24:00.000-07:00

Damn. A late arrival to a lil somethin somethin on youtube known as Marble Hornets. Shit is crazy peeps. Got me to thinkin, long gone are the good ol days of the cam, I had mad respect for that . . in my own way. In fact it was the good G Robin Hely and his massive pimpley ass ego that put me on this dang barron excuse for a map. Yet I'm still here postin. Guess you made a monster Hely. This dog could never give up the race.

Hit me up on the marble people, lemme know whas good.

A'ight

2011-04-01T14:30:00.000-07:00

Yeah this shit is crazy yo. I been gone for way too damn long but I'm here now, and despite what I know y'all think, I am a changed man. I mean, I been real life busy wit my chick, rollin in what I thought was a perfect wifey life, but she up n left, and then shit started tumblin downhill, only women i cud rely on were my Xero's angels Remy and Stella. Yeah life can either blow or suck, you decide.

. . . . But here's where tings get real interestin, even though I was a broke man, I didn't crack to the point where I was better off dead. I survived.

I was at the bottom of a dark pit, the darkest place, and now I have truly risen again, cos beleive me, there was nowhere lower to go. I had that taste of a normal, happy, carefree life, til the shit between us. Was it my fault? Was I too caught up in my own world to step both feet into hers? Na, blame culture is weak. One thing I will say though, I'll fight to get that feelin again.

Mongo Nikol, shout out to ya bro, You were always the main man to the S-X. Are you still wit me dog? I need a pillar.

Forgive me people, bless me for my sorrow, reach out. make contact.

-Sub

I'M BAAAAAAACK

2009-12-06T15:38:00.000-08:00

Hello Fuckers!

Guess whos back! Back again! Xero's back! Tell a friend!

Ha ha! It has been a LONG time since Sub went quiet and the 'cam wet "down under" but certain circumstances in my beautiful life have caused me to resurface.

First point of call, hello ISS, remember me? In the wise words of Kelly Clarkson "Since you've been gone. . . " Guess what . . I tok your words of wisdm and learnt myself How To Rockstar! Bang Bang you're dead? I don't think so. Just reincarnated.

Hit me up Brother!

More to follow. Please keep your sets tuned.

WHAT.....THE.....HELL??

2006-12-20T10:47:00.000-08:00

Someone is playing freaky games with me. I don't know who but lately I've been gettin wierd things happenin round my way n i dont like it...

people actin shady, turnin on me for no reason n shit.

Stop tryin to destroy my credibility.... this is so messed up.... I never thought it would come to this

STOP TRYIN TO TEST ME

2006-12-08T10:41:00.000-08:00

Some people just cant resist, it seems I always just have to attract the wrong kinda attention, frame me, make petty remarks about me hey, here's an idea, throw a god damn party! but however the hell you feel about me is your own damn business. Keep it to yourself.

Movin on...

Today I found out old ghosts are comin back to haunt me. Whatever happened to let sleepin demons lie? The diary of a disturbed man continues...

SIMON COWELL FOWLS JUDGEMENT

2006-11-20T10:52:00.000-08:00

Well ladies and gents, I gotta say it, Simon Cowell's oh so respected judgement (as qouted by mediocre boy band "Eaton Road" again, and again...) has finally let him down. But more significantly, let down a man named Robert Allan. Not just any man, the man.

See, the public don't care bout the long haul, they jus want entertainment in the here n now. That's what happened here folks, one performance the public don't like n ur out. N who can blame 'em with such a fickle opinion on today's pop culture? There's a reason why they don't let just anyone be a judge people. This is why:

Say hello to Robert Allan, legend. His journey ain't gona stop here. And to all those who didn't support his cause, regret it knowing that he is gona do great things.

The X Factor will regret losing him cause at the end of the day, what the hell is an X Factor without it's X?

ENEMY OF MY STATE

2006-11-15T13:45:00.000-08:00

Sometimes people do things they quickly regret. Like crossing me. I spent my time at the bottom of a bottle feelin' sorry for ma'self when I suddenly realised, hey what the fuck.

Listen you dirt ass piece of trailor trash filth, I'm SUB to the muthafuckin' X.

No one does that shit to me.

So let me set this straight, I made my enemies, you made yours. You know who the hell you are.

WHAT'LL IT BE? THE USUAL?

2006-11-11T15:31:00.000-08:00

Hmm... it's not a bar this time, just a desk and a bottle.... maybe just one more drink will solve my problem... yeah, why not? just one more drink...

AGENT OF DARKNESS

2006-07-16T09:38:00.000-07:00

All my life I've been the fool for another persons game, the rules never stay the same cos they always gon shift when the music stops playin. So another wannabe is left holdin the parcel n that jus leads to more destruction... less than 95% of those playas know how to handle the power.

Sound familiar? it should, cos there ain't a single person out there who isn't gettin played by another. This is how we live. So what do we do bout that? We create our agents of darkness, a kick-ass alter ego to deal with our shit when things get too damn rough for us to manage. Wanna see my agent? Stare in the face of the words in front of you n realise what stares you back.

I am here to serve you o' lord. I am but an agent to your cause.

SAY KWUT?

2006-06-04T11:24:00.000-07:00

Well its been done y'all, Another soundclick deal worth signing - Piishanakwut aka P Kwut is a man wit some serious talent.

This is where the real Hip-Hop comes from - a fresh new generation wit real issues to address.

Whats really good? Guys like this.

Check out some of the material at http://www.soundclick.com/bands/pageartist.cfm?bandID=230931

U won't regret it.

YOU MADE AN ENEMY TODAY

2006-06-03T08:07:00.000-07:00

Have you ever had that situation where you just can't help thinking "You made an enemy today"? It is, after all only human to experience these feelings. Sometimes the final straw can be a heavy load. Straws of iron are few in number but I bet they'll break that camel's back a lot quicker.

I want you all to shout with heartfelt sincerity "World, stop screwing me over and I'll go easy on you!" Life isn't a bowl of candy children - stick with the trick - far more rewarding.

Some people still have so much to learn cos they can't see past the haze. There's more to life - it runs so deep but you'd be happier stopping at the skin of things right? I've travelled the veins of life and I don't regret it. The trials make you harder.

So here's to you [insert name here], for adding an extra notch on my belt of wisdom. Thankyou for messing up a moment of my life by comparison to your own. You suck but I love you for it.

ACCEPT THE TRUTH

2006-06-02T12:35:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you're shallow, you cage yourself deep in your sorrow,
You're pathetic, like a pit of despair,
Lost in the darkness,
But for what not a cause? It's so simple act like you don't care.

Your loneliness rules you, Its bitter and twisted so deep,
Consumes you flooding your rage,
Take all of your rage to a stage.

Release through the freedom of voice,
Convert the believers to something of choice,
It's time go on battle it out,
Show the world what you're all about.

Don't race to a grave,
Take a map and an attitude fight your way into an aim,
Forge a path with your teaching,
Set a trend for the follower's feeding.

SOUNDCLICK NIGGAS

2006-05-28T10:08:00.000-07:00

There comes a time when some peeps just gotta be counted for. This is one of those times. I'd like to take a minute out of my busy schedule to holla at a LOT of hard workin artists out there who do their thing not cos they makin money from it - but cos they're nice like that. They enjoy what they do cos they're reppin a cuase, these guys got real game and real reason to be makin serious music.

Now theres a lotta fake ass playas out there who be droppin beats cos it gets 'em a bigger paycheck. Most of their shit aint even real no more. They aint gettin the message across like theu used to. Too caught up in the fast life wit their women and their rims to remember whats important.

Tell you what, I'm gonna make a big shout out to a man who knows his place - a man who does remember whats real. That man is named Shakespeare's Ghozt y'all. Check it out.

I ain't doin this cos i get rich off this guy's back peeps. Ask Ghozt bout that. He dont know me and I dont know him. I do this for the same reason he does what he does - Cos Im like that.

Now, this won't be the first time I get someone's name up in here. Each time I discover someone worth a mention the name goes up.

(And for the record - I aint a miracle worker and this aint Def Jam so dont get demandin on me.)

TAKE 'EM TO CHURCH

2006-05-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

I've been informed that my voice is fading lately, that I haven't expressed a "world emotion" in some time. Well we all know as well as each other that nobody needs me to express an opinion for them. Doesn't anyone read the signs anymore? does "Re-invention comes from choice. Evolution is Compulsory." ring a bell? it's written above Xian's blog people what, do you think we just write these slogans for the sake of it?? Everyone needs to make that leap and do something to help themselves no one's gonna d that for ya. I can spoon feed you my feelings til I'm 6ft deep but what good are second hand words to a man with a flow of his own?

I'm not a poet or an artist, I'm just a pawn. A man with nothing different to offer than any other. Difference being I know how to peak up and I know how to use it. Anyone can do it.

My words are trash. They mean nothing to anyone else but me. And through all the smoke of hate and persecution who's left standing ready for the next day?

thats right... go get baptised in the water of purity brothers. They're dishin' it out fo free go ask a priest about that one time offer. We all got our darkness to suffer. Whats crucifying you?

ENEMY OF THE STATE

2006-03-19T09:09:00.000-08:00

Have you ever felt like you're on the run but somehow you have no idea what you're runnin from? Paranoias funny like that, cos you know that for some reason - you have a guilty conscience.

Well my brothers, do we not all dream of a day where one man can live his life free from hatred and oppression? Yes, of course. But it aint my job to convince anyone, cos I am the voice of power. I just tell it like it is. Haha, so to all my haterz, and I can name a few - go to hell. Cos the church will cleanse me of my sins. I know I have done wrong father and for that I repent.

Thats the glory of owning a blog, this confessional booth is my own.

I have lied, but I haven't cheated. I have stolen, but commited no legal crime. I have done some shameful things, that makes me human.

I have only just realised that people dont understand me. If I shut up and suffer in silence I'm bein anti-social. But if I vent like this and let the whole damn world know my grief I am shunted for it. Disrespected and labelled "wierd" becuase I express a god damn opinion?? If you don't like me hate me already, just stop judging my standing. I speak from the heart here - I offer myself, plain and simple. The troubled mind of the next man. Do you hate me cos you envy me?

I never undestood this:

A man walks the same street every day, he keeps his head down, passes neighbours but no greetings and no talk. He is a lone man with no voice. Nobody bothers him.

A man walks the same street every day, he is proud and isnt ashamed to speak his mind. He greets his homies and fronts to his haters. He has an opinion and he uses it. He is shot dead outside his local corner shop.

Now, whats the difference between these two scenarios? One man still owns an opinion, but he just doesn't use it. Another man flaunts what he's got cos he aint ashamed but hes harmless with it. Either way he has an enemy bitter enough to end him for good.

The moral of this story is, no matter how much you hate me, you will NEVER take me down. Im always gona be here even if physically Im gone. I have made my mark and killin me aint gona change nothin. So that bein said, next time you "hate someone enough to pull the trigger" ask yourself "Is this gona change anythin?"

THE EXORCISM OF SUB XERO

2006-03-14T13:06:00.000-08:00

Sometimes its unavoidable. You realise you have demons and thatno matter what you do those demons aren't gona go away. We all have 'em, the difference being some of us acknowledge it and deal while others live in denial and refuse to suffer. I, for one, refuse not to suffer becuase my struggle creates the aura and attitude that entertains you here, today. And believe me peeps I wouldnt have it any other way. So go ahead and try to exorcise me, crucify me or cleanse me. I will still stand here the unmistakeable, undeniable motherfucker hated by many.

Don't cast your mindset to the depths of your soul, bring it out and let the whole world see it. Being unique is a beautiful thing. There's an individual style in all of us. USE IT.

TAKE ME FOR A FOOL

2006-03-12T14:11:00.000-08:00

First I would like to say thanks to all the character-building time wasters I've met in my life. You've all been great. Now I'd appreciate it if you could be big enough to stand the fuck up and be counted for. Be big enough to say "Yes I saw an opportunity in you and I took it." Instead of latchin on n lyin to me some more thinkin you could get somethin more out of me like some kind of dumbass sponge. I'm sick of you punk-ass lame style whackos thinkin you can play Sub for a fool. You can't.

I say this becuase there have been too many people in my life who have thought at least once that they've had the upper hand on me and they didn't think I knew. Well now here's a wake-up call for you - I did. So why allow you to do it? Simple - becuase what goes around comes around. So how does it feel? knowing you got so far when all along I was the one playin on YOU...

Some people are so dumb.

IT'S TIME

2006-03-12T09:52:00.000-08:00

I have a confession to make;-

I am a lier and a channel for bad news. You are best off walking away.

Now, this statement is supported by fact yes? Or is it? Those of you who don't know me will look on it with a completely unbiased view and logic will tell you "Yes, it has been stated by the person in which it relates to so it must be true." and, those of you who do know me will look now realise you do not know me at all.

Am I a lier? or am I a truth-teller? Is it possible to lie about a lie and therefore make it truth?

I lay down before you my testiment and will in my last chapter and closed the book. Now I open afresh and pick up somewhere I didnt leave off. Pen to the pad with no ball or chain.

This is Sub-Xero, no bias giving it straight. I am back.